Crossing Fingers

As of yesterday, my mind was already made up that I wanted to change to S1 Ren from S1 Xiao. After today, I know its a Must. Today after 4 periods with the form teacher, our classes started in earnest, even though we hardly have any books. So the first lesson my class had was Physics. The teacher Mr. C came in. ( I don't want to disclose any of my teacher's names because one of my friends did and she was given hell for it. ) So Mr.C came in and introduced himself and took attendance. After a long time of ice-breaking, he started to teach. Horrors of horrors! He explained it mostly in chinese!! Helloo! The subject is in English not freaking chinese! I was speechless. And then my mind was like : Oh no, I am so dead.

Then after Mr.C's period, Ms Y came in and she taught chemistry and she's my form teacher. She speaks okay english and she has a degree in chemistry from Taiwan. Luckily her english is still good. But Mamma Mia! She too explained things in Chinese. Gah. I know that all the students in that class are chinese-educated through and through but jeez they might pay more attention to the language its supposed to be in!!

As I have said before, I cannot I reapeat, absolutely cannot function in chinese. All the science subjects before were explained in English last time and I had no problem but now I couldn't even understand a word! Even though I know chinese and I take it as subject, I was never good in it.

I am going to get a letter from my parents and try to change tomorrow....by hook or by crook.